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Young Jamal waiting for Amitab Bachan

Finally, I watched the movie Slumdog Millionaire. Thanks Sharz for borrowing me his DVD. It is my first time watching an Indian movie and I really enjoyed it.

At first i never thought of watching this movie when it released. But after they had won so many awards, lecturer and friends were giving positive comments on it, i was moved to watch it

It is really a very nice movie and worth watching. You get to know the living environment and culture of India which is so different from the Hollywood and TVB movies I normally watch.

The three little kids Azharuddin as young Salim, Ayush as young Jamal and Rubiana as young Latika are so adorable.

Well, if you haven’t watched it, I suggest you to watch this 8 Oscar winning awards movie.

Dev Patel (Jamal) and Frieda Pinto (Latika)

Yesterday was our last day of Public Speaking class. It ended with full of laughter as always. Our lecturer, Mr. Edwin always cracked funny jokes, making funny expressions and movements. If you don’t want to mess with him, you better be punctual and tell him earlier that you cannot make it to his class. If not you will get six words from him, “What the heck is… doing?” LOL. But after that, he will put on his smiley face as he told us he had difficulty in showing serious expression.

We had to prepare a speech for a special occasion during tutorial. He gave us topics and we had to choose and prepare a speech regarding on that particular topic. My topic was “Give a closing speech during a Hostel Annual Dinner. Share your happy/sad memory about your fellow hostel mate.” We were put into a group of 5 and only given less than 2 minutes to finish our speech. Edwin will then ring his ‘ice cream bell’, lol.

After 5 of us presented to each other, we had to choose a member from our own respective group whom we think gave the best speech. At first, three of us were pointing at Teng ma. As Edwin approaching us, our fingers changed direction by pointing at Michelle instead. Mich was so busted and said “Woii… you all ahh… (taking off her sweater).”

She indeed gave a very good speech and even dragged Susu to give an acceptance speech as Mich acknowledged Susu as something like Pizza King. So Edwin asked Susu to give an acceptance speech which was darn funny. Susu accepted his ‘award’ and as he expressed his emotion, he then dragged Sharwin to give a speech too as he thanked him (Sifu Sharwin) for guiding him to be a Pizza King.

Mich presenting the 'award' to Susu

Before we said goodbye to Edwin, we took group photos and was cheated by Edwin. He told us not to smile and be serious. As I checked out the photos, he was the only one showing off his ‘rabbit teeth’, HAHA. After that, we shook hands with him and BYEBYE.

Edwin taught us a lot of techniques of Public Speaking and I really had fun in his class although I still felt nervous every time I have presentations. We do not need to sit for final exam on Public Speaking as our marks will be allocated through our 3 presentations, one test and one outline. I remember during the first day of Public Speaking, he told us we do not have final exam on this. We were all freak out and demand to have final exam as we think we might score better by memorizing the theories. But now, I feel that presentations are enough to access each of us.

The most frightening presentation was impromptu speech. We only had 2 minutes to prepare our introduction, conclusion and three main points. The speech must be less than 5 minutes. I was so, so nervous and pray to God to give me a good topic, bless me, bless me! So, I hand picked the topic “Blood.” “What can you think of blood?” I only thought of ‘blood keeps us alive, blood helps us to find our long lost parents through DNA’ and another one??? Geezzz… thanks to Shan, she was outside and told me that Korean couples use blood to test and see whether they are match. I was not sure about this but I have no choice but to cross my fingers and present something which I don’t know. Luckily one of my audience who is Ian, back up my point by saying, “Ya, Ya, they do that.” Phewww… rub sweat…

My second presentation was 10 minutes persuasive speech. I am presenting on “Students should get a tertiary education because…” I think I can do better on that presentation. I was very well prepared as I memorise everyday and every 3-4 hours. On that day, I presented like a machine gun. Well, what to do, I live with my name, “Machine = May Shing.” I presented way too fast and my friends told me, they were shocked at the same time impressed because I didn’t stumble. My speech ended only 6 minutes + and my marks was deducted because we have to present at least 7 minutes minimum. When I practice at home, it took me 9 minutes! Maybe during practice, I pause and think… On that day, I was so nervous and just shoot everybody in one ‘breath.’ “Nobody should stay alive”, muahahahaha. =.=lll

The last presentation was demonstrative presentation. It was a group of at least 4 members. Because our tutorial group is not even number, so my group has 5. Our first topic was “How should you behave when you go for an interview.” We had already planned what and how to demo, what to wear etc. But Edwin said, “I saw that before, choose another one.” So we chose “Easy Massage.” He said, “I’ve seen it before. Your seniors did that already.” Bl**dy f**l… I tak boleh tahan and told him, “Sir, you’ve seen it before, but our audience which is our friends didn’t see it before. Can lah sir…” He asked, “What are your massages?” We told him this, this, this, this and THIS! Then he said, “Okay lah, this will be my last massage demonstrative topic.” “Yippyyy… Thank you Sir.” Haha.

I really enjoy this demonstrative presentation especially our friends demonstrating on food. As you know… we get to have free lunch after that, lol. In my tutorial group, only one group presented on food where we have ‘Banana Choc’, ‘Bergourt with cheese and ham,’ ‘Raw tomato Tuna chilli onion’ and last but not least ‘Mango Blossom ice cream.’ These 4 dishes were very new to me and look easy to prepare. Another team prepared Chinese tea which I missed it as I went to watch F1. While tutorial 2 is lucky as they are all talented ‘chefs.’ All four teams prepared different type of food. Such as Indian sweets, dumpling rice, salad and Nyona kuih.

So, these are some of my wonderful memories during Public Speaking class. I love Friday compare to other days. Below is a picture of Tutorial 1 with ever smiling Mr. Edwin. ManU versus Sunderland now, ciao =D

On a fine Monday morning, i reached campus before 830am. I was a lil nervous for my presentation later although i had prepared well. At 930am, my group mates and I started our presentation. I am the second speaker, the first speaker was Teng ma, Ms Kiran kept questioning her and made me felt even more nervous. But, everything turns out smoothly, thank god. Except that she kept interrupting while i was presenting, lol. So, that was why it took an hour for us to end our presentation. Most my coursemates were yawning, sleeping and some complaint, you know who you are, hahaha. Well, who cares they complaint or sleep, there is no time limit. We are presenting for our own marks and not audience attention. =D

In the afternoon, my friends took lunch at a canteen and i followed. We saw a friend was interviewed by somebody. The camera or mic do not have any stickers of where were they from. So i thought the interviewer was also a Utarian doing some projects.

After my friends had taufu, brinjal rice, we left the canteen and while on our way back to UTAR, the interviewer was still there finding somebody to be interviewed. I was walking in front with DB Doo and Ojisan was walking behind with Teng ma. I jokingly asked DB, “should we walk out now? Later they grab us for interview.” DB just laughed. (For your information, there are no alternate ways to get back to our campus from that canteen.)

Before i stepped out from the canteen building, i saw the camera man pointing at our direction, telling the interviewer here come our target, lol. Once i stepped out from the gate, the interviewer rushed towards me and grab my hand, “xiao jie xiao jie, we have a few questions to ask you.” (in mandarin) When i looked at her, only i realised she was not a UTARIAN, she is SIew Wai Man! The AEC host and also Wah Lai Toi.

Siew Wai Man

When she approached me, i told her “No no no…” and kept walking away. When i turned my back, my 3 “kawan baik yang konon ni” walking away quickly. Their actions were similar, so darn funny i tell you. Then Wai Man asked, “Why don’t want? I won’t eat you.” I told her,“I don’t want to be on camera.”  Then she let me go by saying “oklah.”  (conversations were all in mandarin) When i managed to escape, another boy was targeted by Wai Man, lol.

While in class, 2 of my kawan konon just now, told me to accept and said i can be on camera, on tV! Hmmm… doesn’t excite me, i am a camera shy, HAHAHA.

That night, i slept like a pig, i don’t know why. I slept from 615pm to 8pm. Then after reading the newspaper articles for my issue assignment, i slept from 1030pm to 6am!! At the living room!! Nobody woke me up and asked me to go into the bedroom. My mum said she told my elder brother and father to wake me up before they go to bed. In the end, i was sleeping at the living room with the fan and light on. This is konon family…lol. My first time sleeping soundly at the living room.

When i woke up at 6am, i was so blur, asking myself “where am i?what day isit? do i have class?” Then i went and brushed my teeth and up to my bedroom, sleep again. From 6am - 130pm, wow… i really can sleep, ^^ When i went to bed again, my mum and younger bro woke up, preparing to go to school. She heard me locking my bedroom door at 6am, and afternoon she asked me whether i spent the night downstairs. I said “yes… what a wonderful night.” She was laughing and added 2 words “so poh.”

Konon konon is the word on that Monday. Hahaha.

Looking at the title, you might be thinking of F*rk, f*rk, f*rk, lol. If you didn’t think of that, you must have a very nice breathe. Well, it doesn’t mean i have a bad breathe, okay… whatever, i am contradicting myself. This post is kindda outdated, it is about Sunday’s events.

The first F is Formula One. The race started at 5pm and by 6pm where the race had already gone to 33 laps and 23 more laps to go, heavy rain poured at Sepang, i was watching live on tv. If the race didn’t halt, it is an exciting race. Every team is on the same par. Unlike past Formula Ones where the riches team who has a lot of money to spend on their car, will most probably be the winner. This is because they have the money to make their cars run as fast as possible. Here at Sepang, even the pole position and the top 10 cars behind has a chance of being a winner. Unfortunately, it has to be suspended due to torrential rain as the track is flooded and drivers could not see but only red blinking lights. A racing car is already so low plus flood, oh my… they are gonna drown inside their cars, hahaha.

Many drivers had spun out of track including Hamilton before the safety car deployed and yellow/red flag came out. There were similar incidents happened where a race had to be abandoned due to heavy downpour. The first was in 1984 Monaco Grand Prix and then the 1991 Australian Grand Prix. Every team is working on their strategy, trying to be smart and predicting the rain will fall in about few minutes. The “smartest” was Ferrari team. The team had called Kimi into the pit to change into wet tyres before the rain poured. So by the time it rains, every team will drive into the pit and change into wet tyres, then Kimi will be in position one. Well, it sounded smart but they didn’t expect the tyres had worn out when it rains, so it served no purpose. The driver who was at pole one managed to keep his position after changing his tyres. The commentator was asking, “Where is Kimi?? Where is Kimi?”  At 6.45pm, a steward announced that there will not be a restart and in the end, Brawn GP driver, Jenson Button won his second consecutive title after the Australia F1 last week, second place went to BMW Sauber, Nick Heidfield and third was Timo Glock of Toyota. Hamilton was in 7th position while Kimi was 14th.

Jenson Button

Brawn engineer, Heidfield, Button and Glock

These were what the drivers said and commented that day from the NST:-

Mark Webber of Red Bull to BBC Sport - This is not racing, this is a T-bone job on the back straight.

Felipe Massa of Ferrari to his pit crew - Can’t see anything!

Nico Rosberg of Williams - I was going 30kph on full wets and i couldn’t keep the car on the road. It was ridiculous.

Sebastian Bourdais of Toro Rosso before the race on Thursday - I think if it rains like this we will need to organise a boat race.

Sebastian Bourdais on race day screaming - UNDRIVEABLE, UNDRIVEABLE!

Fernando Alonso of Renault on trackside - The visibility is nothing with the amount of water on the track, it is now really dangerous. We could have a serious accident if we start.

Mark Webber after speaking to the rest of the drivers of chances of a restart - You cannot see anything. The cars are just not designed to drive in this stuff. It’s just so dark.

Kimi Raikkonen of Ferrari to his pit crew - My tyres are completely destroyed. Completely destroyed.

Lewis Hamilton of Mclaren - I love it when it rains but this is just too much. 

My second F is football. It was an unbelievable win for Manchester United against Aston Villa. I thought they were losing when they were trailing 2-1 and only 10 minutes left to turn the table. Ronaldo came to the rescue and equaled the score at 80 minutes. He scored the first in 14 minutes with his free kick inside the box. The third goal was scored by Federico Macheda, the 17 year old from Italy on injury time. It was a magic goal, the ball actually curled inside, it seemed as though it is going out. Manchester United managed to stay on top of the table with 68 points and Liverpool has 67 points. It was a difficult strategy for ManU as Rooney and Scholes were suspended while Berba was injured. Ronaldo was the only hope striker, he was so serious, aggressive and wild during the match and after he scored, he does looks like a Red Devil. hahaha.

My last F after combining the 2Fs above is FANTASTIC! Fantastic football by ManU and… Fantastic weather?? doesn’t sound appropriate, lol.

For more F1 photos, check out this website,

http://f1.gpupdate.net/en/gallery.php?catID=1105-3703

Macheda (left) Ronaldo (right)

I am so damn tired today, i don’t know why. I slept at 1230am and woke up at 510am. Supposedly it is enough sleep as i always sleep at 1am. When i woke up this morning, my eyes just couldn’t open. So lethargic that i even skipped bathing. Can’t believe i am so lazy to bath as i MUST bath before i go out or to campus.

I planned to sleep back but suddenly i thought of the pictures i captured at Sepang, so i turned on my computer to view the pictures and video until 5.45am, i decided to change and get ready.

Tripped number 1* I got down from my car at Wangsa Maju LRT station, i trpped when my slippers caught the drain grill, but i managed to trip gracefully because there was a Malay boy standing near the drain, er Hm.

At campus, my eyes were so straineous and my eye bags were so heavy that made me fall asleep a few seconds. My notes were like cakar ayam. Because i closed my eyes and write.

After feature writing tutorial at 12pm, we had a replacement class at 1pm. Most of us decided to skip as not many people came today. Maybe because it is Cheng Meng. I planned to go at first but after seeing each and every of my friend bid goodbye to each other, i bid goodbye as well because i might not listen in class if i attend.

Teng ma seeing me so frust, bad temper, and that dying look, she offered to send me home, so sweet aite? hahaha. The “sweetest part” was here *tripped number 2* Teng ma’s car parked at Section 17, so we had to cross the road. And because i am so tired, i am dragging my feet and walked. It happened the pavement was not level, so i tripped like a smash potato, so damn ugly i tell you, HAHAHA. But luckily i had an “air bag” in front, i pushed my friend, Ojiisan, as i totally lost control. She got a shocked and said I am so hyper today, which was not obviously.

I never tripped that ugly outside, except when i was younger but i had my parents holding me when i fall. Today, although i didn’t slam on the ground but still, i think it is so embarrassing, LOL.

I am so exhausted and tired most probably because of my timetable and assignments. I finished class at 7pm on Thursday. Reached home at 830pm. The next day, i had class at 8am then spent the whole day walking and standing under the heat and humid weather at Sepang circuit. Today, another 8am class, so you can see the consequences of “sweet potato” fall. (to refer to a person who fall down like a pancake or something like that in mandarin… )

So, get more sleep peepz…

It is another year of Formula One at Sepang. This time, i get to feel the atmosphere of the circuit live although it is only practice sessions today. So, what is my feeling after visiting the Sepang circuit for the first time? Hmmm… I would say, experience once is enough, LOL.

I attended lecture but skipped the tutorial for Public Speaking. Sorry mates for not witnessing you guys interesting demonstrative presentations because Hamilton is “waiting” for me, LOL!! My ‘ji mui’ came and picked me up at my campus with his 2 buddies in the car before 10am, i changed my jeans to jeans skirt as ji mui said it is very, very hot. My pants will go soaky wet… And it was so true! It was freaking hot i tell you! While changing my pants to skirt, i applied sun block on my sexy legs and when i reached there, ji mui brought his sun block and i applied it on my hands and neck. The guys applied on their face, neck and hands. However, i forgot to apply on my foot as i am wearing flats. Now, my foot is dark and my toes are white, *ugly-cute* LOL. Unfortunately, the “Banana Boat” sun block seems not strong enough for the guys as 2 of them had red faces and ji mui said his whole body is very, very hot, like burning… my gawd. The worst thing was, before you get into the entrance, they will check your bags and take away your water bottles and snacks because they want you to spend money on food inside the circuit where only stupid people will buy.

Mineral Water = RM 5.00 = 500ml, a can of coke - RM 5.00, ice cream = RM5.00, satay set RM25.00, (few batang of satay.) burger set with chips = RM 25.00. Gila babi right? I can eat until i vomit at McD.

However, we managed to smuggle our water bottles as ji mui told us earlier, “try to use something to hide our bottles.”  It happened i brought my navy blue cardigan along, so i wrapped my bottle with it and when he checked, i pressed on my cardigan to try not to let him touch on it. So, I PASS! The guys, i don’t know what kind of bag that guy carried, his bags has lots of compartments. So he zipped his 2 500ml bottles on the base and before he allowed that person to check, he told him “I open my bag for you, you have no right to touch my bag.” So he opened and only a T-shirt inside! HE PASS! Next, ji mui hid his 1500ml water bottle inside his high tech camera bag. The person thought it was camera inside so he didn’t bother to open it and HE PASS TOO! lol.

I don’t understand why we can’t bring water. It is so hot there and the bloody emcee kept asking us to drink more water, if not you will have dehydration. Yah, as if we  don’t know ~ We also  know you want us to spend on your “holy water” which cost RM5.00 a bottle and only 500ml, not even 1000ml!

As we stepped into the Sepang circuit, there was a golf mini car approching us to drive us to the main entrance as it took more than 100meters to walk from the entrance to the circuit + under the hot sunny sun. When we were about to sit on it, those rude Malaysians quickly sat on it. Just like Hong Kong drama where you fetch a cab and when the cab is about to stop in front of you, a devil rushes out and sits on the cab. We looked at them in surprised, their actions were so fast, “zig zag and see you…” 

So, we have no choice but to work our legs. The feeling of the Sepang circuit was great. It was like as though you were in a foreign country during summer. There were so many foreigners, especially the Whites. Some of the men, Simmie read this… were half naked with their tegap body and some of the ladies wore only their sports bra or lift their spagetti top half, showing off their belly. There  were also many Japanese. You can easily recognised them through their dressing and skin tone. I found out that most Japanese are friendly, they really enjoyed themselves.

The sound of the F1 is DEAFENING! When we were about to reach the grandstand. omggg… your ear drums are gonna burst. My ji mui quickly took out the ear plugs and gave it to me and his friend as he has extras. Putting on the ear plugs are much better, just that you cannot talk to your friends but lip reading. When you sit on the seats, you can feel the seats are vibrating like thousands of horses running from far, but this is kereta F1 lah, haha.

During the autograph sessions, we had to queue up and only 20minutes for an autpgraph session by a F1 team drivers. Everybody was queueing up for Lewis Hamilton. The first on stage to sign autograph was Nakajima. His partner Rosberg wasn’t there, maybe he had something to do. These people who queued up in front were not moving at all as they want Hamilton’s. So the emcee called the people behind who wants Nakajima’s signature can rush on stage now before it is timed. So ji mui and I ran, unfortunately, we were too late as 20 minutes had passed. We were stopped. So, the next team was Force India - Fishichella and Sutil. Because we were the first at the line, so we had to go up on stage even though we do not want their signatures. But for me, i don’t mind getting whose autographs, i just want to experience  going up on stage and look at the drivers closely. My ji mui was in front of me and when he said “Thank you” to Sutil, he didn’t respond, when i said “Thank you!” he said “Welcome..” HAHAHAHA. Ji mui was so unhappy and complaint to his friends, who were helping us to line up for Hamilton’s autograph, that drivers like female and children. I told him that you have F1 babes to take pics, so its fair, HAHAHA. When the one and only Lewis Hamilton appeared, the fans were screaming, “LEWIS!” “HAMILTON!!” He is so, so, sosoooooooooooooooo friendly, oh my goddd!! He waved to the crowd and stood at the edge of the stage to let us see him clearly and take photos of him and Kovalainen. Then, he started with his autopgraph session. Ji mui and I knew we won’t get his autograph as we were too far behind. The people who went up the stage took too long by talking to Lewis and shook hands…etc. So frust!

Suddenly, we heard “Cut it off, please.” It was from Lewis! He took the mic and told the deejay to turn off the music as he felt annoyed. So he took the opportunity to talk to the crowd while signing. Unfortuantely, i forgotten what he said. I remembered he said something like, “he will try his best here…” and other sweet words. Then, he passed the mic to his partner Kovalainen. There was 1 English boy around 7-8 years old was crying when he was about to let his idol Hamilton to sign. He cried until he was unable to speak and needed to catch some breath. Hamilton was smiling at him, talk to him and pat him. MAnnnn… i wish i am a kid, HAHAHA. The emcee then said, “Humans have lots of emotion, ohh ~ ~ “  After seeing Hamilton who sat less than 50 meters away from me, i love him even more! He is genuine, he has charisma, he is as good looking as in the newspaper and TV. Now i know why Nicole loves him so much! LOL. I just could not take my eyes away from him. =D

We queue up for 2 hours and only managed to get Force India’s drivers’ signatures, haihh… I wish it was Hamilton’s signature, LOL. There were some photographers from different angles taking pictures of those who went up on stage. This is to make the queue go faster. To take the photos captured by them, we had to fill up a form where there was a guy giving forms and we had to present the form to the photo booth to take our pictures by paying RM 15. If it was Hamilton, i will check it out, HAHAHa.

Before Hamilton left, a mother carried her daughter and requested Hamilton to take a picture with her daughter. This lovely man agreed! ohhh ~ ~ I love his smile too! HAHAHAHa.

The circuit is so bigggg… my legs were so tired now. We kept walking and standing as we wanted to take pictures from different stands. I loved the media stand as it is tall and windy. From far, we can see another part of the circuit was raining heavily, another half was cloudy… interesting right?

Although it is FOC today, there were not many people. No jams, no pushing, not crowded. Just that it was too hot and too loud. The seats were very dirty as well. My white tee was a lil black. Maybe it was dust because when i touched the surface of my bag, i can feel sand, yiiii…

After the 2nd practice at 330pm, we left and it was raining. So sorry to dirty ji mui’s handsome Honda Civic, ^^. We stopped at Cheras Steven’s Corner as ji mui and a friend were almost starve to death, haha.

Don’t be surprised to see me look like a Malay girl in campus. Photos will be uploaded on Facebook and some will be posted here by Monday as the photos are with ji mui’s high tech Nikon camera. Ha! i am so sleepyyyyy now. Thanks to my ‘ji mui’ for making my adrenalin alive a little, lol. My legs and eyes need a rest, Night!

It’s April Fool and i totally forgot. I didn’t go for class because it is only one and a half hour tutorial. So, it is wasting time and money for me to travel there and come home.

But i have planned not to attend class as i have to do my chapter 3 FYP and sent it to my supervisor. I did until 5am, 10 minutes more i had to prepare myself for class as i had to leave together with my younger brother at 620am. So, i can’t help but to skip…

I woke up at 12pm and while watching TV, my cousin sister sent me a sms. it said something like “Are you interested to work part time next week? RM 220 a day. Just help the tourists to take photos.” *in mandarin* I was like “uh? should i go to Malacca if i take up this job??” As i scrolled down, it said, “The monkey in the Zoo is sick, therefore, i need you to replace. Happy April Fool.” Darn, i feel like squeezing her… LOL. I told my mum about it, she was laughing non stop. Then i forwarded the message to Ojiisan. She… kept asking and asking and asking me about this job. I was like “What is she doing? Doesn’t she know it is a prank??” *faint* So, i ignored her message after replying her one or two times because i don’t know what to reply as i expected her to read till the end. 

At night, she asked me again through msn, “Is that message a prank?” I said “Yes. Don’t you know?” And she said she doesn’t know… my gawddd, i should have continued fooling her, HAHAHA. Then i said “it is written below as you scroll down.”  Unfortuntely, the message i sent to her had to split twice and her inbox was full, so the most IMPORTANT part was deleted, sign…

After i forwarded the message to Ojiisan, i created a message and sent it to my “Ji mui.” It said “Hey, I received an inside information that today at 4pm, there is F1 practice. FOC!!!”  He replied me saying “Wednesday where got practice? If you sent this to other people who are not a F1 fanatic, maybe they will believe…” babi… kena tembak balik, HAHAHAHAH! When i read the newspaper sport section, those drivers are still at Australia, LOL. 

So, yeah… this is how my April Fool Day goes…

Tomorrow is my daddy and MacMac’s birthday!! Wee Heeee…

I was always being accused by my relatives and my mum that i dislike cooking or doing the ladies’ works at home. Yes, i agree i don’t like to wash the toilet, i seldom clean my badroom and i didn’t help my mum to do other houseworks. That is because… Do you think i have time to do that? I have classes from early morning till evening, from Mondays to Saturdays. And of course i would take my Sundays to sleep and recharge myself before another week starts. It is so unfair being accused by them. I don’t drive to campus and it took me around 2 hours to get home. When i reached home, of course i feel tired and how am i going to help my mum to cook? If you don’t mind eating the taste of shyt i can cook it in no time.

Recently, my relatives came over and she advice me on, as a girl you cannot be like this or like that…and other farking advices which i already know. But she adviced me like i don’t know. She didn’t stay with us, she doesn’t know the life here and she talked like she understands us a lot. Well, what can i do when she can’t shut her mouth. Smile lah, of course. But you don’t know how difficult to swallow and listen to those words… I feel like grabbing my mum’s car key and leave. Tell her to go back with dad. I made a mistake as well, i shouldn’t agree to visit them. After this incident, i will not want to visit any elderly people even though they are my relatives, their thinking and my thinking are different. I don’t voiced out or defend myself when these age of people accusing me, except for my mum. I will just biting my teeth and give them a damn smile.

To make it even bitter, my mum helped these aunts/ aunties. I realised that my mum is the type of person who likes to grab sympathy from her siblings. She will get emotional easily when talking to them. So when these people advice me, she will look at me “yalo, you see… hear that or not?” She will not help me, unlike my daddy. He counter attacked her by  saying that “now she is staying with her mother, of course her mother does everything.” And she said, “NOOoo… cannot like that, girls have to learn to cook, if not why must your husband marry you?” *roll eyes* I will find one that does not need me to cook but he cooks for me!

So yeah, don’t need to visit these aunts or aunties, the food will not taste good, don’t blame the chef, but the person sitting near you. My elder brother makes the right choice, he seldom visit my parents’ friends, aunts, uncle, aunties…etc. I need to learn that from him too. Maybe he kena these when he was at my age. LOL!

Hasn’t been updating my blog for some time. Been freaking busy with assignments. I shouldn’t be blogging here, but i am stuck with my event feature writing which is due on this Saturday. My brain just cannot think anymore even though i took an hour nap. I thought i can stay up late to do my feature writing but i guess i am changing my plan now. Instead, I am practicing my demonstrative speech which begins on Friday and we are lucky number 1. I tell you, this year and this sem are so sarky. How cool if we have 48 hours a day. Time flies really fast… My assignment deadlines are knocking at my door every week, my supervisor is giving me pressure, i feel like going somewhere quiet and relax myself or living in a world where there is no pressure in life.

Suddenly, i have this thought, why am i studying this course? I am not passionate in it, i don’t think this is what i want in the future. I want to have my own accessory shop. Not necessary to earn big money, but it will be great if i can do that. When i was young, i was very passinate with badminton and wanted to be a badminton player, LOL! However, my parents do not agree as education is important. Now, i don’t think i know how to hold a badminton racquet. I didn’t play this sport for 4 years and i can’t wear shoes as well because my toe is still painful. I really miss playing badminton with my neighbours, my friends and during that one year school training.

Since i have already took this course and it is my final year, i have to go through it. There is no way back, my future is so bleak, i really don’t know what i am or who i am after i graduated.

My baby Maxon’s paw was bandage for the first time. His paws were swallon, reddish and pinkish. Well, i had a swallon right big toe too because of uncomfortable shoes. =* But my MacMac doesn’t wear shoes, i mean animals don’t wear shoes unless you bring them for grooming, lol. He stepped onto the bleach and glorox (i don’t know how to spell it) when my mum was washing the kitchen. At first, my mum close the kitchen door, when he heard a sexy voice “meOwWw…,” he slammed open the door and rushed outside to peep. My mum quickly whacked him out and she forgot to wash his paws. So, this is how he injured his paws. He made it even worst by scratching and biting it where the black paws slowly became white. My mum then used this “yellow medicine” and bandage his paws before his paws and nails came off, yiiiiii… But, animals do not understand human language. When we sat beside him and warn him with an angry tone, “Don’t bite it ah!”, he will act innocent and sleepy. When nobody is watching, he will bite away the bandage. So, my mum had to cut the edge of a while cloth and tie it! It is getting better now, before that he had difficulty in walking, lying down most of the time. Now he can RUN!