Happy Mid-Autumn Festival or Happy Mooncake Festival to all of you who are reading this! Have you bought your favourite green bean, red bean, chocolate, peanut…etc moon cakes? Don’t forget your Chinese tea as well, lol.

Three days before this festival, my mum already bought green bean moon cakes and I’ve already celebrated my Mid-Autumn festival two days ago. Well, blame it on my mum, she can’t resist the moon cake being displayed on the dining table, Ha! This morning, mum already made ‘tang yuan’ – a white round dessert made of flour with banana or garlic soup. Later at night, dad bought a box of moon cake. Besides having different flavours of moon cakes, there are several designs of moon cakes as well. People are getting very creative these days…That box of moon cake is not the normal moon cake with dark brown skin and words in the middle. It is light brown and spiral type. The flavour? I don’t know yet and it is not written on the box. Dad also bought the normal type of moon cake which is red bean filling. Ahhhh… can’t wait to eat them! Lol.

Due to this auspicious day, dad and elder brother came back early to have dinner. Usually, there are only three of us eating – mum, younger brother and I. When I thought we could finally have dinner together, my elder brother suddenly told my mum he is not eating. Mum was really angry because she had cooked his share. Like my cousin sister said, my elder brother doesn’t know how to be a loveable son. He always makes my parents dislike him. On the other hand, his friends love him very much because he places them as number one on his list. To him, friends always come first. What a naïve dumb ass 22-year-old guy. -,-

While we were having dinner, dad once again talked about our childhood behaviour. Well, it shouldn’t be OUR but MY childhood behaviour. Yes, MY CHILDHOOD BEHAVIOUR! In my earliest post on “My Childhood Games”, I’ve already mentioned that I am a cry baby and had sarky attitude. So, dad recalled the lantern incident by saying that I wanted my brothers’ lanterns even though I already had one on my hand. Both my brothers’ lanterns were fishes – gold fish and red fish. While my lantern is a pink, blue swan which was burnt into a roasted swan when I left it unattended and the candle fell because of strong wind. Hmm… I seriously cannot remember that incident and kept denying it, “Where got? Don’t have lah.” (I love my pink swan than their sui yu).My mum also said I didn’t act like that but my dad insisted that I DID! Grrr… So I showed a piss looking face because he always talks about my sarky attitude even to my relatives. I usually smile away but this one, he is accusing me, I am not going to admit, hm! Haha. I am pretty sure when I bring my future boyfriend home, he will surely tells him my attitude, how small minded, stubborn, hot tempered I am when I was a girl as these are the “proudest” happenings in my life.

Besides talking about ‘swan and fish’, my younger brother told my mum that the girl he gave tuition to scored A2 for her physics, from C6 to A2! I am happy for her, I hope it is not because of the leakage of the question paper which helps her to score an A. The Education Ministry seriously have to do something to stop all these bocor. Even the not so smart students can score As for some of the papers which are difficult for them to even get a D! Best of luck to their SPM next month.

Back to the my younger bro’s ‘student’, she said she will treat my brother a meal if she manages to score an A for Physics but of course as a teacher and also a gentleman, my bro rejected her offer. My brother and her reminded me of a Taiwanese drama >. Well, if any one of you watched this drama before of course I am not referring to the main actor and actress. Instead, I am referring to the brother of the main actor where the boy is very intelligent and arrogant. He only mix with the A Class students. However, a girl from F Class likes him very much and the main actress supports her to go ahead and forced the boy to give her home tuition so that they can spend more time to see each other, HA!

Well, my brother is slightly different from him. He is intelligent but not arrogant. He has a lot of B-F Classes friends, haha! The girl came to my house twice before their trial exam begins. The first time she came, she had missed the bus stop where she supposed to get down. Thus, she travelled back to Wangsa Maju LRT station, lol, poor girl. My brother gave her tuition from 12pm – 6pm, faint. This petite girl loves to bake. She requested my mum to teach her bake pineapple cookies and cornflake cookies. There was once she gave a piece of cheese cake to my mum and it tastes really good! After eating it, my mum gave me a “lecture” – “Look, a 17-year-old girl can already bake a cheese cake for me, a coming to 21-year-old is still like a soh poh…”And I went “Yayaya… (Here she goes again…sigh)”

To clarify, the girl is not my lil bro’s girlfriend, LOL. My bro already had a gothic girlfriend. I seriously don’t know why my bro likes a GOTHIC! They were together for 3 years already, very long right? I dislike her when I saw her photos. That time, she was 15 years old and she already applied heavy make up on her eyes with all kinds of colours and doing 1-10 poses… all my freaking gawddddd… I am very annoyed with girls trying to act cute, especially doing that 1, 2, 5, 3, 8 finger poses. Instead I prefer this petite girl to be my lil bro’s girlfriend, she is more normal and very bubbly. I love the way she giggles. Because she comes from a not very well off family, my mum asked me to give away my clothes to her since I have no place to keep them. Of course my bro did ask her whether she would like to take my old clothes and OF COURSE I won’t give her my faded clothes. Those are still consider new clothes, I wore them less than 10 times and some are new. Yes, I love to waste money on clothes… I know that. Remember what my dad said earlier – “I want everything!”

Actually, it is not only me who dislike his gothic girlfriend, even my elder bro’s friend who accidentally bumped into them at Times Square was shocked and dropped his jaw. Hahaha. My mum said that their relationship will not last long as they are only 17 years old now, lol. I HOPE!

Oh by the way, I had just eaten the moon cakes and the spiral type moon cake is yam. I don’t really like it.. erm.

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL once again! LOOK! The moon is really round!

Suddenly I feel like blogging about my childhood life. I would say my childhood life is wonderful compare to the new generation of children living in Melawati now. Firstly, there are not many children in the neighbourhood. Secondly, there are too many bad guys out there. These children only play with their siblings, talking to the uncles and aunties (so mature right?) and stir up the dogs. They always make my dog goes crazy in the evening. He barks they scream, grrrr… =.=

We had all kinds of games 10 years ago. Our favourite sport was BADMINTON! Whenever there is Thomas Cup or any major badminton tournament on that month, the young and the old will grab their racquets and play outdoor badminton. I was a famous badminton player in the neighbourhood, HA =D! I am good at playing outdoor badminton, it is more challenging you know! Because I was too good, I was always scolded and teased by my opponent - my elder brother. Whenever he can’t hit a shot, he will scold me in foul language and curse NOT HIMSELF but on me! Damn him! hahaha. Every evening, one aunty will bring her son, my big bro and I to the nearby club. We played 3 hours non stop! Well, that was because we were still young, I don’t think I can right now, my body and racquet are rusty, lol.

Every time, I will partner my brother and again I will always get scolded. Sometimes our racquets clashed, sometimes we fight for the shuttlecock, sometimes we hit each other. Until one day, I could not withstand his attitude, I ran out of court and cry! The aunty then advised my brother to control his temper but I refused to team up with him. So, the next time we played, I team up with the aunty, so its girl/lady vs the boys. The aunty told my mum that I had potential if they send me to a badminton academy but my parents think it is useless, it is better to concentrate in my studies. Boohooo, I still love this sport although I didn’t play for 4 years that’s because my badminton mates all hilang, faint…

As a child, I am a cry baby, small little thing I can cry from morning till evening and I am very small minded too! I like to purse my lips when I don’t get the things I want. (Now, purse lips is sexy! =P) Let me tell you my cry baby situations, when I think back, I feel sooooo annoyed at myself…. I hate myself, hahaha!

I was playing outdoor badminton and I team up with the only girl in the neighbourhood, June. She is very adventurous and tomboy. (Very LADY now!) I was going after the shuttlecock, I didn’t know she was going after it too, so she hit me on the head as if my head is the shuttlecock. (Wondering do I have white hair that time? lol) I straight away ran home and cry, complaining of headache. She kept apologizing to me but I ignored her, I just want to cry…

The next situation, we were playing ‘Murderer and Civilians”. When the murderer caught you, you are dead. We had rules for this game which was we can’t run out from the neighbourhood. So I ran to a dead end and when the “murderer” caught me, I still insist to run. As a consequence, I accidentally scratch my hand and body on the wire grill. Ran home and cry again… but before that, I shouted “I DON’T WANT TO PLAY!” *purse lips*

As we grew bigger, we can ride bicycle! Each of us forced our parents to buy us a mountain bike. I am a slow learner, I know how to cycle but I don’t know how to use the brakes. Therefore, my slippers always worn off and I don’t know how many times I fell down from the bike. There was once, I was eating bubble gum while cycling, as I cycled in a circle suddenly I felt dizzy and fell,. Thank god I didn’t swallow my bubble gum instead, it flew out from my mouth, hahaha! I am not a cry baby anymore, so yeah… I picked up the bicycle and cycled again… with the slippers as my brake. -.-

Since all of us had a bike, we went for a bike adventure around Melawati without our parents’ knowledge. My lil brother is very pitiful, he wanted to follow but we never want him to join us because he is slow as he is a fat boy that time. Most of the time, I didn’t join their adventure, coz I am ‘chicken’. Besides that, we also play ‘Traffic Light’ where one of us had to be a traffic police. If we didn’t follow the traffic lights or rules, the traffic police will get on his bike and chase after us and we had to pay saman. We plucked leaves as money and the police station is my house. We also had bike competition. First is the 100m bike race and another one is cycled around Taman A and see who reached my house first. Usually my elder brother is the winner, he has strong legs, haha.

After that, we had a bike and sprinter competition. I was a sprinter in school, so I had to run bare footed and challenge a biker who is a fat boy – Watermelon. Actually, we were teasing Watermelon because he is so round. Logically, a bicycle is faster than feet but, oh my gawd, Watermelon lost, the guys laughed at him even louder. But Watermelon doesn’t mind, he challenged me again and yet, he lost again… faint.

After my elder brother’s bicycle was stolen, we seldom ride bicycle. We changed to play ‘Worms’ and ‘Power Rangers’. I remember I was the Pink Ranger, June was Yellow Ranger, my big bro was White Ranger and my lil bro was the Monster, hahaha! So kesian behh, always the ugly and odd one. I also played Tamiya when I was a child. My motor car was Dancing Doll. Again, that aunty will bring her son, my big bro and I to Giant and test our car on the track. I am the only girl there… I remember there was one uncle and auntie shook their head and whispering to each other when they saw a girl was also a Tamiya fanatic. Mannnn… what is the big deal? =D

June’s bro then suggested a new game called “Bola Chop”. It was a very hot game in the neighbourhood. Many children from other neighbourhood came and joined us even the adults! We also love Mooncake festival because we got to play FIRE! Some of us will burn our paper lanterns and we went round the fire acting like Red Indians. It wasn’t fun for me coz the ashes and smoke went into my eyes and I had teary eyes. Got scolded when I went home… boo!

At 13 -14 years old, we played serious game, which was basketball. We were always the one to book the court coz basketball is not a famous sport in that club. June and I were the only girls there but we played like the guys, knocking, grabbing, stealing here and there. I got scolded by my big bro again. This time is because of my finger nails, lol. In this sport, he respects me a lot because my shooting is more accurate than him, HA! Three pointer is like a piece of cake for me! That was 6 years ago lahhh, hahahaha! Now… haihhh, speechless. =[

When I was in form 4, we didn’t play and meet anymore as most of the big brothers were sitting for SPM and some preparing for college life or working. Since then, the neighbourhood is very dead. At 530pm, it is silence outside, only dogs barking. Since then, I am getting fatter and fatter too, no exercise at all. How I wish I can go back to my flamingo body, LOL! Need to find a fat biker…

We had our class party at Tony’s house in Klang on Tuesday. It was a potluck party so I book fried rice. The organizer reminded me twice not to make too much as there were fried mee, curry chicken, pizza, pasta, drummets… etc. So I told my mum about it. At first, my mum wanted to change her dish to jelly or pudding as she said nobody will eat fried rice. I asked, “Why?”(Usually people prefer desserts on party.) “Oh okay. Up to you lah. But most of my friends are “fan tong”, they like to eat rice.”Mum thinking deeply. “Oklah oklah, rice rice lah. Cannot finish then you eat lah, ok?,” she said. Luckily my prediction was right, my friends were all rice lovers. It was nearly finish before an hour! Phewww, I don’t need to eat the fried rice myself, hahaha!

I wanted to text my mum at 7pm that her fried rice is almost finished and my friends were praising her. But… busy eating and taking photos, haha. She was actually worrying at home and wanted to call me, so afraid that nobody will eat her dish, *faint…*

When I reached home at 1230am, my dad was still watching television. He passed a message to me “Your mum left a space in the fridge to store the leftover fried rice.”I told him, “oh, don’t need lah. Already finish. You want tiramitsu? My friend bakes it.”Dad: “What, what su ah?” “It is a cake called tiramitsu, got cheese one,” I explained to him. Well, actually that piece of tiramitsu was for my mum but I can’t be so bias, I thought my dad doesn’t like cheese, mana tahu he said, “okay.” =.=lll My dad’s appetite is unpredictable. My mum then heard noise downstairs and she came out from the room. The first thing she asked me was, “How’s my fried rice? Finished or not? I kept a space in the fridge.” (Habis lah in less than an hour…) Wow, she was so happy and shouted, “WAHH! HAHAHAHA.”Second sentence, “Got Su Teng’s tiramitsu ah?”(Got, but only one piece and dad’s eating now.) Mum came rushing down, “See see seeee…”She didn’t eat because she doesn’t want to brush her teeth again, lol.

After that day, I told my mum, “See, your cooking is good, especially your fried rice and bihun.”We told her many, many times but she doesn’t believe us. Instead we got scolded, “of course you all said that, so you don’t need to cook!” Can’t blame her, mama’s frust for cooking so many years.

Back to the party, besides just class party, we also celebrated Michelle’s 23^rd birthday. You can watch the video on my facebook. Damn hilarious speech from Michelle! She said “Thank you Irene for reminding me that I am 23… tomorrow.”Sharz then shouted “Oh my god, you are so old.”Mich then teased his buddy, “Unlike certain people who is one year older than me (pointing at Ian).”

After that, we had games. The game master was Ongong. The first game didn’t happen, something like we have to search for the items base on the instruction given by Ongong. The second game was funny where Shan, Jul, Sharz and Mich acted as our lecturers and we had to guess. The video is also uploaded on my facebook. You can’t really hear voices, only screams and laughter.

We were split into 2 groups for the third game and each group had to send one representative. Then, the person had to pick a word from the paper box and can only give 2 clues to her/is group members. If his/er group members fail to guess the correct word written on the paper, the next group will guess and grab their lollipop/ Hersheys. In the end, my group lost to them on one Hershey chocolate. We had 10 lollipops and 2 Hersheys while they had 10 lollipops and 3 Hersheys! (Our members’ energy ran dry till the end of the game bahh.)

One funny moment during the game was KJ. I was in a group with him and the first clue he gave us was “HOT”. Ian straight away whispered to us, “Oh, must be a hot girl, Megan Fox!”We all believed him, “okok, let’s wait for the second word.”Second clue, “GASEOUS”.Whole group members, “HAR??!!!!?!! Gaseous? What is gaseous?”We broke the word, “okay, maybe Gaseous means Gas, Hot and Gas… hmmmm…”So I asked “Hot air balloon?”Tony then said, “Let’s try that one first, we still have another chance if it’s wrong. HOT AIR BALLOON.”Shan: “Wrong. You will hit him when you know the answer.”KJ then said, “Close! Close!”It made us so excited, CLOSE! But what is that that is HOT and GAS?! In the end, we tembak our second answer, “rocket and missle…”(WRONG.)

Now, group A had a chance to grab our lollipop, Jul said, “Kentut! (fart.)”LOL! I can’t remember their second answer but nobody got it correct. So, the game master told us, “Sun.” All of us nearly fall on the ground. HOT + GASEOUS = SUN, wowww… KJ was jokingly scolded by Ian, “You should said FIREBALL, YELLOW, ORANGE! What gaseous?! You see, we lost our lollipop!” KJ defended himself that sun contains gas something scientific coming out from there which I am not interested, lol. Then, somebody teased him again, “Hot air balloon, close ~ ~.”KJ, “Close lah, sky mahh…”Damn pening and funny. KJ also scolded his group members saying, “You all ah, when I said Hot you all go think of hot girls, megan fox…”LOL! LMAO!

Before 10pm, Shan, Amy, Sarah, Jeannie, Annee, Meg and Jul left, followed by Biru, Szesze and Ojiisan. Before they left, Tony brought out transparent plastic bags for us to da pao some leftover food home. I da pao ChinHoon/ Kailin/ Neeta and Ah Chee’s fruit salad, so appertising mannnn!

We left Tony’s place at around 11pm. Susu and Teng were following Sharz and suddenly, Sharz made a U turn, we followed. Guess what? Sharz left Ian at Tony’s place! HAHAHA. We were very blur in the car, Teng was asking, “Why U turn?”Then Giant called DB, “Sharwin is turning back to pick Ian, Ian is still at Tony’s house.”DB passed the message to us, “Irene said Sharwin turn back and pick Ian.”(Har? How come? Ian is in the car already watt…) “Don’t know lah, maybe I heard wrongly, coz I don’t really understand.”(Maybe he left something in Tony’s house?) The next day in Uni, we asked WHY, WHY, WHY again, then somebody explained and we laugh our ass off!

We were stuck at Tony’s area for some time as KJ (the leader) lost his way, so the blind leads the blind. At one point, he turned into a dead end and Carmen, Susu, Sharz and Teng followed. After that, we were at the traffic light, KJ suddenly thought of not going straight but turned left, so all of us at the back senget to one side. The cars behind of us might thought the first car broke down, lol.

I went to bed at 2am but couldn’t close my eyes because my stomach is still filled with tiramitsu, brownies, fried rice, fried mee, jelly, pasta, sandwich, coke, sausage and salad. (My digestive system got problem kut?) So I got up at 3am and online for an hour to make myself sleepy. When I can finally sleep, my alarm rings… “shytt… 7am already…”Gotta go for Paul’s class… I dragged myself out of bed and…before going into the bathroom, i hug the pillar and slept for a minute, so sleeeeeeppyyy mannnn… My head was fishing in the train too and almost missed my station. Coz when I woke up, the train is on its way to Asiajaya. Thank you Paul for letting us leave early, he still has a little bit of kasih sayang, haha.

Food of the day – Fried Rice and Tiramitsu.

Word of the day – Gaseous.

Malaysia had winter too! Thanks to the full blast air conditioner, LMAO! When I woke up yesterday at 7am, my hands and foot were cold and my body was shivering. After taking a warm shower, I felt much better. Here’s why I called it a Freezing Day.

12am-6am – Sleeping in temperature low and full blast air-con. Mum said she was hot, told me not to lower the air-con first. *Yes mama…*

1030am – 12pm – In campus, basement two is always freaking cold and it was raining heavily.

12pm – 1pm – At library, COLD!

1-2pm – Waiting for lecture at basement 2. COLD.

2-4pm – Room 107 extremely COLD! Even wearing my woven sweater doesn’t help! Warm my hands by standing behind the projector before lecture starts…

420 – 445pm – UTAR bus, freaking COLD as well! Closed all the air-con flaps only realized there are other flaps in the middle of the bus which are controlled by the driver. And OH! One funny thing happened too. I was about to board the bus and one of my friends asked me whether this bus goes to MC, I said “Yes.” As I stepped into the bus, I was DREAMING and kept searching for my friend, “Hmm, where is she sitting?” I was holding my bus ticket but I didn’t give the uncle and just walked in, *as if the bus is my father’s or my grandfather’s. FAINT.* Then I heard the uncle shouted “Ei!” My SOUL came back from my DREAMLAND, I quickly gave the ticket to the uncle “SORRY, SORRY, SORRY!” *cover my face*. My friend was laughing at me, damn, another embarrassing moment…

450-530pm – I don’t know why the LRT is so COLD too! The wind was blowing towards me. I was sitting down and many people were in the train. So basically, I can’t move but seeing goose bumps on my hands. The train only reached Pasar Seni… 10 more stations to go. “Oh my gawddd!!”*shiver*

Another funny thing happened in the train too. When I board the train at Asia Jaya, there were empty seats, so I sat down. As I turned to the right, I saw a tall Chinese guy smiling at me, I ignored him and you know what, HAHAHA. He quickly turned his head to another side. When I took my phone out, he took his too. At that moment, I was thinking do I know him or does he know me?Is he my former schoolmates?Oh well… whatever. His high speed head turning nearly make me burst out laughing.

530 – 540pm – I felt that mum’s car was very COLD too. Maybe the temperature in my body is still below 37 degrees even though I got out from the train.

8pm – I felt COLD again while watching drama at home. I covered myself with huge pillows. After a few minutes, I curled myself like a tortoise. Mum thought I am sick, “Why? Fart lang (feeling cold)?” (Uh huhhh.)

The weather was very gloomy all day and hazy again, Sutanium told me she smelt haze, I looked at her and asked, “How does haze smells like???”She laughed and didn’t respond. In the train, a guy standing in front of me told his friend, “Look, it is hazy again. You can even smell the haze.”In my mind “Oh? You can smell haze too?”I dare not breathe too hard in the train, as you know the H1N1 virus and also the train is pack, might hidu bau badan. Hahahaha.

Seeeeee… I experienced winter yesterday and………… it is difficult to live.

Anger – July 21, 2009

Ojiisan, if you are reading this, don’t worry, I am not mad at you. Although I wrote many DISAPPOINTED and SART MONGon msn and facebook. But it was your birthday, how could Shing ma be mad at you?!!? *laugh*

My anger rose when I went to Jaya Jusco, Wangsa Maju after Online Journalism tutorial. Here is what happened…

I was walking very quickly to Jusco from the LRT station because the weather was dark and it was about to rain heavily and it DID! As I walked to the motorcycle parking area at Jusco, I saw a grey hair grandmother holding a tongkat, wearing a cap, spectacles which was nearly falling from her nose, a pink oversize T-shirt and a green shorts.

When I walked pass her, she waved at me and spoke to me in mandarin “xiao jie, xiao jie (miss), ni ke yi gei aunty shi kuai qian lai da taxi ma? (can you give aunty RM10 to fetch a cab home?) Aunty mei you qian hui jia oh (Aunty didn’t bring money), aunty hen pa (aunty very scared), you yao xia yu liao… (and it is about to rain)”Her hands were trembling and she was very fragile. She even wanted to cry in front of me. Overall she looks very, very genuine. I really pitied her because she looks a little bit like my grandma. BUT! The only thing was that she did not look at me when she talked to me. Moreover, I only had RM35 in my pocket. I don’t know how much the belt cost!

I was very confused, there were angels and devils on my mind– Angel said: “She looks real, imagine you are in her shoes, you might cry too when you don’t have a phone and money to go home…”Devil said: “Don’t borrow her! She is a liar!!” I paused for 30 seconds to decide whether to give or not to give. When I touched my pocket, a lady who worked in Jusco gave me signal “xuxuxu…”I looked at her, she asked me to go. I quickly ran for my life as though the grandmother has mental problem or some kind of disease. The aunty asked me “She is asking you for money?” I said, “Yah. She asked me to give her RM10 to take a cab home.”The aunty added, “Don’t give her, she is always there asking young girls like you for money.”I was so relieved to get myself out of the situation. I thanked her by saying “Oh my gawd, luckily you told me. I nearly gave her RM5! Thank you!”She smiled and left for work while I went and looked for my belt. This is the only time you have to listen to devil talk and don’t be kind.

I took five minutes to buy the belt and it was already raining cats and dogs. I insisted to go home no matter how heavy the rain was. Guess what, the grandmother was still there. I saw a girl around my age gave her money and the grandmother was bowing to her “xie xie (Thank you) yi ding you hao bao (you will be blessed.)”. Blessed? By YOU? Oh my… I hope the young girl doesn’t turn into a con-woman like you when she grows old.I was so pissed and walked like a wind blew passed her. Actually, it was very windy as well. My umbrella was dragging me to left and right, front and back. LOL.

So now, I don’t know what to do when I encounter such situation. To help or not to help? Moral is lost in this world. There is no such word call Moral. Sooner or later, Moral lesson will be scrapped from schools and higher institutions.

They need to listen to Michael Jackson’s song like ‘Man in the mirror’ or ‘Will you be there.’

Jovial – July 22, 2009

Woohoo! It was pre-graduation photo taking session! Our photo taking session was at 430pm. Before that, we had Professional Writing classes. Some of my friends were so afraid that their make up will fade when the time comes. The friend that I heard complaining was XXX, hahaha!

She told me that she will skipped class and come for the photo taking session. Reason being… PD block is too far for her and troublesome. She doesn’t want to walk too much with her heels. She also persuaded me to skip classes and said my make up will fade by 4pm. In the end, I wasn’t persuaded by her, I only skipped tutorial, hahahah!

Besides photo taking session, we also had food prepared by EL society. One of the juniors told me that it was an EL farewell. So we wrote our names and line up to grab our lunch box inclusive of rice with egg, vegetables and meat. Besides, there was chicken pie, Peel Fresh packet drink: Apple or Orange, three different fruits to choose: watermelon, papaya and honey dew. I gave my lunchbox to my mum when I reached home and she said the meat was the best. The rice, egg and vegetables errr…. not really nice. I gave the chicken pie to Debbitum while we were waiting for the UTAR bus. I ate the watermelon and drank Peel Fresh Apple juice, yummy!

During the photo taking session, Sutanium helped some of my friends and I applied blusher. Everybody was so pretty that day after applying some colours on their faces! WooHoo! =D The guys, sighhh…. Disappointing lah. Didn’t put on their shirts punnnn… I expected them to be very smart with their shirts on, tapi… *shake head* hahaha!

When we took group photo, somebody suggested creating an E and a L word. It was very meaningful but we took too long to arrange everybody’s position. The photographer was kindda pissed. They can’t wait to go home and we were still thinking about a pose! Lol.

As we were about to leave, one of the photographers asked, “Whose pants is this?”Sharwin answered him, “My pants is with me.”LMAO!

The photo session ended at 5.45pm.

Frighten – July 24, 2009

I slept at 5am and planned to wake up at 11am or 12pm, lol. But it didn’t happen because I received a morning call by my supervisor, sigh. She texted me at 9am and when I replied her, she called me. After the call, I couldn’t sleep back because when you talk to your supervisor, you gotta be awake! LOL. I am really scared now as I haven’t edited all my chapters. She gave me two weeks and now few days left, I am so shyt, I know! =.-

Embarrass – July 24, 2009

I was chatting with a friend on facebook chat box. We were supposed to meet when he came to KL to watch Manchester United vs Malaysia XI on Saturday. Unfortunately, he has too many friends. He told me he will let me know his KL plans and see whether I am free to just meet up but until the day he left, he didn’t make any appointment with me!

On facebook just now, he said he was DISAPPOINTED! He said I am a LIAR! Grrr… Minutes later, I received a call, the number starts with 08—-. The caller told me he is James from Kuching, Sarawak. A friend of mine called CHRISTOPHER from Subang gave him my number! (I don’t know who the hell is Christopher…) He said he saw my photos and asked Chris for my number, he wants to know me. He even described me, saying I wear spectacles and very tall. (Erm, okay.) He asked what is my English name. I said: “I am a Buddist. Didn’t Christopher tell you?”He then said he is James Brooke. I sarcastically said, “Oh, I thought you are going to say you are James Bond.”After that, he went on saying, “I am a big fan of yours! When, when, when I saw your photo, I am in love with you. Serious! Could you be my girlfriend?”I was shocked, I was imaging this guy must be some weirdo and insane. So I said, “What? A fan? Haha! This is crazy. I don’t know who are you.”He went on saying, “That’s why I want to know you now! I want to hear your voice! I am a big fan of yours. I really love you!”(HE WASN’T LAUGHING AT ALL! HE WAS IN SERIOUS TONE!)

I paused… “Ermm… I don’t believe in those internet loves, I suggest you to find another admirer or idol.”He was getting mad and upset, “WHY?! Aren’t you happy that you have a fan?! Why, why do you treat me like this? Chris said you are nice and friendly, that’s why I called you!” (Heart beating. Okay, he is insane.)“I am just a normal girl, I don’t need fans. I just want to study and go home. Don’t force me to say that word.” “What word?” he asked. “You are chisin.” “WAH!”he shouted. “Nobody called me that before and this is how you treat your fan? You are not as friendly as I thought.”MS: “Sorry, I am only friendly to the people I know, but you are really scary for calling me up and telling me you love me and want me to be your gf. I don’t have a website and I didn’t join any speed date or whatever dating organizations. I guess you do this to most of the girls too.”He said, “NO! I only love you!” (I am getting irritated…) “You know what? I feel like this is like prank call, something like JJ and Rudy, Gotcha call!”He laughed.

As I went back to my computer to continue my chat with the guy who came to KL, he suddenly wrote, “GOTCHA!”I was so embarrass! “SHYT! YOU #@$%$^%&^$*!!!!”I can’t believe he played a prank on me! He looks shy and decent and yes! “Don’t judge a book by its cover!” I don’t know whether to laugh or grill him right now! I felt so stupid, I should have known it was him when the number was 08! It is a Sabah number and not Sarawak, Kuching! Goshh… He said “I am from Kuching and you are my kuching.”Babiii! *mou gu dong* Hahaha!

Fuhhhh… what a day… This is the consequence for FFK-ing him. =.= *clap hands + salute him, I will always remember this chisin****

Fletcher >> Gibson >> Rio >> Nani

training

The Champions had landed on our soil since Friday morning. From there, ManU had selected Rio Ferdinard, Darren Fletcher, Nani and Gibson to attend a press conference and play futsal with the Nike 5 challenge winners at KLCC.

In the afternoon, the red devils had an hour training and getting use to the pitch at the National Stadium, where they will face a friendly match against Malaysia XI the next day. The fans were allowed to witness their training and probably steal some skills as long as they bought tickets.

Beckham

The last time Manchester United came to Malaysia was in 2001 where they thrashed the Malaysian team 6-0!! David Beckham was the first to score. Yesterday, with the new and younger generation of devils, they only managed to beat Malaysia XI 3-2. I thought it will be another embarrassing score, haha. Manchester United was leading 2-0 in the first half with the goals from Wayne Rooney and Nani. When it was about the end of the first half, Amri

Yahyah ran pass Foster.

Yahyah scored a stunning goal from 30 meters. It will only happen once in a life time. He lobbed the ball above Van Der Sar and poop! The ball went in beautifully. There was nothing Edwin Van Der Sar could do. According to the NST today, Amri said he saw Edwin was always moving way further from the goal, so he tried his luck by flicking the ball over him.

On the second half, Edwin was substituted by Ben Foster. Manchester United was trying all sorts of way to get into Malaysia’s goal. Rooney missed a couple of shots or maybe I should say Malaysia goal keeper was in good shape, lol. The Malaysian players were very confident; they were not intimidated by the English giants. They steal, they tackled, they slide and grabbed every opportunity to score whenever they got the ball. Finally, their effort paid off with another hilarious mistake from Manchester United goal keeper. Ben Foster was about to pick up the ball passed by his team mate but he might took his eyes off when he catch it. Thus, the ball slipped from his hand and the savior, Amri Yahyah saw the opportunity, rushed forward and drew level at 2-2. I was watching at home with my dad, we and our neighbours were laughing loudly because such an experience goal keeper actually did such silly mistake, haha. Probably creating entertainment for the fans… =.-

After that, there were many substitutions from both teams. The loudest applause by the crowd was when Michael Owen and Ryan Giggs came into play. In about five minutes before the match ended, the Devils showed the Harimau why they were the giants and champions of English football. Thanks to Michael Owen where he glided the ball when Giggs clashed with Malaysia XI goal keeper. Manchester United managed to avoid embarrassment by winning a goal in hand – 3-2.

I think the Malaysian team had put up a great fight in terms of defending and tackling against Manchester United although those two goals came from luck and mistake by Foster. The Malaysian XI team could add more pressure against United if they tried to move forward into their opponent’s box and not solely scored from long range. They were also fitter and more athletic compared to 2001 Malaysian team where most of them were fat-ass, lol. I hope their luck is still with them when they face the champions in tomorrow’s rematch! It was a last minute announcement because the Devils could not travel to Indonesia due to terrorist attack in Jakarta. They were supposed to stay at the Ritz-Charlton hotel. The Champions must be counting their lucky star for stopping in Malaysia first before heading to Indonesia, lol. If not, you won’t be seeing Manchester United competing the next season and I will cry like hell, haha.

Some of my friends were at the National Stadium last night and took lots of photos. There was one random photo he took with a man showing his card board – “Alex Ferguson, what do you think about the nasi lemak?” hahaha. The match was scheduled at 5.30pm but when I was on my way home on the train before 12pm, many Manchester United die-hard-fans were heading down to Masjid Jamek station. Most of them wore Manchester United jerseys or red shirts. Not to mention, most of them were Malay and Indian men. It was full house with about 85,000 people in the stadium that night. I can’t imagine how the traffic and the crowd at the train station were, must be chaos. I texted a friend after the match and he was taking the lrt. He said the situation was crazy and someone might get hurt. Anyway, he was safe and enjoying his Thai guo food at Puchong, lol.

For those who didn’t manage to watch the Devils in action on Saturday, buy your tickets now! Same to those who can’t get enough of Manchester United even though you watched them on Saturday, haha. The tickets were priced from around RM 58 to RM 300.

Glory Glory Manchester United. ***Liverpool will be playing in Singapore soon but who cares, the Devils rule! Gagagagaga*

July 1^st – 10.30am, LaV Mall Staff Meeting

I went to bed at around 3am, my heart was not beating normally, my eyes were not shutting, I kept on memorizing my introduction speech in my sleep, I jumped out of bed whenever I hear music and alarm clock sounds which was so not me as I always sleep like a dead person. I had such weird behavior that night BECAUSE I was not well prepared to accept the post as the “new CEO of LaV Shopping Mall”, lol.

We are in a group of two where there will be a chairperson and a secretary. The main purpose of doing this assignment is to look at our minutes of meeting. When Paul first announced there will be such assignment, I was like “Huh?!!”and quickly told my partner, “I will be the secretary! *smile*”When the time comes, my partner kept slamming her forehead saying, “I can’t do it, I Can’t DO iT, i caN’T dO iT!! You can! I believe you CAN!”Yeah, my partner has a lot of exaggerate gestures and expressions… Since she has FAITH in me and also there must be someone to tolerate, I agreed without  given any choices… haha.

On that day, my silly partner who was just a secretary told me that she was shivering, *faint*. I think I should be the one shivering instead of her loh as I had to talk for 50 minutes and she had to write and listen for 50 minutes (with the help of a camera recorder some more, alamak… haha).

After that, Paul gave me some feedback on how should I end the meeting effectively and other positive comments. He even commented on our dressing – “Well dress”,he said. Both of us did plan to wear semi formal, luckily I changed my mind and said, “I will wear slacks…”My private secretary then went, “Harrrrr… really ah? Can I wear slippers instead of heels? You know lah, I have to take the bus, walk…”and she went on and on complaining how troublesome it was… I then interrupted “Up to you loh, I am going to wear SLACKS and flat shoes”.The Metro bus came and she wished me “Good Luck + Zhap Sang!”Her Metro bus then ‘farted’a thick smoke, *suffocated*.

July 5^th – 7pm, House Warming

I was still rushing my chapter 5 as I had to email it to my supervisor the next day. I thought I could finish it by 5pm, unfortunately I can’t. Anyhow, I’ve managed to complete it before 12am and she had already marked my chapter 5. =)

My ex-neighbour who was living a few blocks from my house had moved to a bigger house also in Melawati. After settling there for 2 years, she held a house warming party where she had invited us, her ex-neighbours and her church friends. Her house was freaking big and comfortable! I didn’t check out their bedrooms because there were too many people crowded at the staircase. I love their wall which was painted in lime green, dark green, light green and white. The curtains were very pretty as well.

The foods were delicious. According to the aunty’s son, these waiters, waitresses and chefs served a ROYAL FAMILY that afternoon and came here to serve us at night. Well, it is up to us to believe him or not, haha. There were fried kuay teow, chicken curry, rojak, asam laksa, ice kacang, popiah, grilled lamb, some kuihs and drinks include fizzy drinks, beers, packet drinks and water.

Besides just house warming, it was also a gathering for my mum and I. My mum took this opportunity to chit chat and catch up with the aunties although some of them were living opposite of my house, while I got to meet some of my childhood friends. The person that surprised me the most was ‘Watermelon.’ Calling him that you roughly had an idea on how round he is. But that was when he is in primary school. Now, he looks like Yao Ming! So tall and thin, my gawdness… I couldn’t recognize him when he came but he does look a little bit familiar. When one aunty shouted his name, I stared at him “WATERMELON??!!”and he looked back smiling,“LAICI!!”The funniest thing was when we recalled our childhood life. He still remembered the song and dance my friend and I did, so embarrassing *shy*.

We went home at 9pm and I continued with my chapter 5…

July 8^th – 1am, Michael Jackson’s Memorial Service

I was yawning in class, my head started to go fishing in the afternoon, I was grumpy, my eyes and forehead were tight and all I want to do when I reached home was SLEEP!

I slept for 3 hours that day because I stayed up late to watch Michael’s memorial service on channel E! It was very heart breaking to watch him leaving this world. Sometimes, I still think that he is alive and have this very childish thought, “Will Michael Jackson suddenly awake in the casket? How nice if he is buried alive…”

During the service, there were some celebrities and prominent people went on stage to say a few words about Michael and all those speeches were very touching. The part that made me could not hold back my tears was listening to Michael’s daughter, Paris’s speech. I used 5 tissue papers that night, my nose was blocked and I could hardly breathe haha! My eyes were swollen when I got up.

As my family watched the repeat, I still had watery eyes when Paris talked how cool her father was, it was just too emotional and pitiful when I watched his children grieving. =(

I’ve been listening to Michael Jackson’s songs these few days because MTV kept airing his songs and it felt like he is still here. Most of his music was very lively, it makes you want to dance. Even though you can’t dance, your head will eventually bob with the beat, your body will be swaying left and rightand your foot started dancing too! MIRACLE! Haha. Besides that, watching his music videos was even more ENTERTAINING.

Recently, his sister – La Toya had voiced out that Michael was MURDURED because he was surrounded by evil people who fed him drugs and wanted to use him to earn money. She even knew Michael is not going to live until his London concert. I hope that human who is responsible for Michael’s death be punished! That human had BROKEN the hearts of millions of people.

News about La Toya’s interview:: http://music.msn.com/music/article.aspx?news=420567&GT1=28102

Besides, a video also captured Michael Jackson’sGHOST at his Neverland ranch. I haven’t watched the video on You Tube yet, will watch it later. From the picture on NST, the figure does look like Michael… =0

July 10^th – 11pm, Home

My dad came home very late that day and he looked pretty upset. He told my mum that he went and checked his eyes. The optician then told him he had cataract in one of his eyes and suggested him to visit one of the professional eye specialists at Setapak. My dad went and met the doctor, he said my dad’s cataract is very minor. The doctor had set a date for my dad to undergo a first operation on one eye then the second eye on the following week.

Yesterday was his first operation. The doctor had inserted a lens in his eyes, so that next time, he does not need to wear spectacles. He only needs to make a pair of presbyopic glasses after he recovers. Now, my dad can see things very clearly with his right eye. He can even see my WHITE HAIR?!!??Hahahaha.

I hope everything goes smoothly and speedy recovery for my dad. He has delayed most of his work because he can’t sign cheques and approve something, something. Just now, he wanted to drive to his office to complete them. My mum advised him “Better don’t lahh…*frown*” Luckily he listens. If he still insist to go, hmm… I will offer to be his driver but I was so sleepy. I should be picking my younger brother back from school but I fall asleep, haha. *pai seh*

July 11^th – Evening, Home

My mum was screaming, “My undergarments were stolen! Shyt! My new bra is gone!”It was the first time somebody stole our clothes. That day, my mum heard noise at the backland but she didn’t feel suspicious because she thought somebody was plucking banana leaves again. When she was about the take the clothes in, she couldn’t find her underwear. She opened the backyard door and checked whether it had dropped at my neighbour’s yard or drain. However, nothing was there…

In the evening, she suddenly thought about her new bra. That was when she CONFIRMEDsomebody had stolen her undergarments.

Today, she checked her closet to count her undergarments and found out there are another set of undergarment went missing. She then confirms again that, the ‘pin tai’ had stolen her undergarments few months ago but she did not realize it because she thought she had accidentally placed them in my drawers. At first, she suspected the maids. After that, she suspected the grass cutter! She claimed that there was one grass cutter asked her whether she wants to cut her grass and he gave her a very hamsap smile. My mum was very curious with his question because when he cut the grass at the backland, he knew there was no grass at my house. Moreover, it is not the first time he asked my mum. Oh gawd, I hope it is not him who stole my mum’s undergarments! Super pin tai mannn…my mum’s life is at risk too. At the same time, it also shows that my mum is still very attractive, hahahahha!

Well, hope my mum can get over it. She has been talking about it for the past three days. To be honest, I am bored of listening to it but I can’t tell her that, lol =)

July 13^th – 10am, PB Auditorium 3

It was the signing ceremony for UTAR creative industries. Dato Seri Ong Tee Keatwas the guest of honour. My course was compulsory to attend because they needed students and our course has only 32 students, so it is just nice, not too big and not too small, =.-.

I wasn’t paying attention during the ceremony because Sutanium gave me and Ojisan some primary 5 English papers to mark. Guess what? I enjoyed marking those papers and it motivated to be a teacher now, lol. My mum will be very happy to hear that. ^^

There were local television stations covering this ceremony, such as TV3, 8TV and NTV7. I don’t know whether I appeared on television because they filmed us row by row. I hope they didn’t focus me marking papers, that will tarnish UTAR’s image weihh, opps, hehe.

After the ceremony ended, I went to Times Square for mega sales shopping spree. While on the train, I was shocked to see the whole KL was covered with smoke – it was Sumatra again causing serious haze in our country. =,=

News about the signing ceremony:: http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/7/14/nation/4310262&sec=nation

July 14^th – 9am, Lab

We had online journalism tutorial today. Jeswant taught us on how to google the internet and I learnt a lot! I didn’t know we can do so many things with google! Wow, “dai hoi ngan gai mannnn!”

When Jeswant asked us to type anything we like, I typed ‘Irene Hiew’and clicked image. I jokingly pointed at one old man named “Hiew Vun Li”and said, “Hey, your grandfather…” She looked and I expected her to scold me something like “apa lah! Wu liao…”surprisingly she DID NOT. Instead, she moved her head closer to my monitor and said, “I think that is my uncle, he looks like my uncle…”with a very serious expression. I can’t stop laughing and asked, “Really? I thought I was just joking?!!?”She kept saying, “I think so lah..”So I clicked on the picture thumbnail andyou know what, the title is “St Michael’s School, Sandakan, Sabah.”I was shocked! “Oh my god! From Sandakan! He is really your uncle! I am just joking and it is real!!”She stared at me with that slanting smile, “Hm, joking lah huhh…”*** super crazy ***

Post ends here… ***

Michael Jackson August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009

Michael Jackson when he was a child.

Thriller, 1982 is the world's best-selling record of all time.

Michael Jackson's new look.

Wacko's moonwalk!

Lisa Marie Presley and Michael Jackson

Pop superstar Michael Jackson and singer Lisa Marie Presley were secretly married on May 26, 1994 at Dominican Republic. However, Lisa Marie Presley filed for divorce after two years of marriage. Lisa Marie is the only child of musician Elvis Presley.

Michael Jackson married Deborah Jeanne Rowe.

Michael Jackson married dermatologist nurse Deborah Jeanne Rowe, with whom he fathered a son, Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr. also known as Prince, and a daughter, Paris Michael Katherine Jackson.

Jackson's two eldest children. Paris (left) and Prince (right).

Michael's youngest child, Blanket.

Michael Joseph Jackson Jr/ Prince is Michael’s first son. He was born in 1997. Paris Michael Katherine Jackson is his daughter and was born in 1998. Prince Michael Jackson II/Blanket is his second son was born in 2002. Michael said that his youngest child, Blanket was the result of artificial insemination from a surrogate mother and his own sperm cells.

Michael's Los Angeles home.

Michael collapsed at his LA home on June 25, 2009. Doctors at UCLA Medical Centre  battled for an hour to save Jacko’s life. Unfortunately, he was pronounced dead at 2.26pm. The night before his death he had been in rehearsals for his 50-date London comeback tour. More details you can check this site:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/music/michael-jackson/5647945/Michael-Jackson-dead-at-50-did-drugs-kill-the-King-of-Pop.html

Body of Michael Jackson is loaded into a coroner's van in Los Angeles.

Picture grabbed from KNBC4 video, the body of pop singer Michael Jackson is loaded into a van to be taken to the Los Angeles County Coroner’s office. Michael Jackson, the child star turned King of Pop who set the world dancing but whose musical genius was overshadowed by a bizarre lifestyle and sex scandals, died on Thursday.He was 50.

After Jacko was pronounced dead, many could not believe he had left the world.

People at New York were shocked to see the news on the giant screen.

Mourning on Michael's Hollywood Walk of Fame.

Goodbye King… Rest in peace. We will always remember you for producing great music and dance moves!

Yesterday - Happy Father’s Day to all the wonderful daddies around the world!

My mum had planned to order bak kut teh for dinner because my dad loves bak kut teh very much! He will be slurping the soup loudly, dipping the meat with slices of chilies and sucking the pai kuat. While I will be slurping the soup and eating tofu.

I planned to buy a cartoon of 100 plus can drinks together with my brothers for my dad as he will always grab a can of cold 100 plus after golf practice. My mum disagreed. She said it is unhealthy. So she helped us to buy two shorts for him as his golf shorts are too old and faded.

The bak kut teh surprise dinner did not happen because my dad is not coming back for dinner. So, we had bihun soup instead. Once again, I represented my siblings to give my dad the father’s day gift and I am the only one who wished him Happy Father’s Day all these years! The boys, sigh… just looked at the computer screen. That’s why my dad talks to me most, bwahahaha!

Yesterday - Badminton Indonesia Open final. Malaysia had two events in the final which were the Men’s singles and Women’s doubles. The most emotional moment was the Women’s singles where the 19 years old Saina Nehwal from India beat the 20 years old Wang Lin of China. Saina created history for India to win a Super Series title. Who would have thought India could beat the mighty China! China also falls in the Women’s doubles and Men’s doubles to Malaysia and Korea respectively. It was a gloomy day for the China team as they were only winner for the Mixed doubles event. Let me help China’s head coach Mr. Li to rephrase his sentence, “China is invincible!” Although the Indonesian spectators kept booing Malaysian players due to political issues, Pei Tty-Ee Hui and Chong Wei were not disturbed and managed to win USD 18,750. Chong Wei beat Taufik Hidayat who is the 6 times Indonesia Open champion.

Saina - India badminton superstar

Yesterday and the day before – Drove my elder bro to the LRT Station and younger bro back from school with mum sitting beside me. I supposed to get a 100% for my driving, but when I am about to turn into the last junction of my house, a car suddenly rushed out and I had to swing the steering and made contact with the hibiscus torns which scratch my mum’s car a little. Sigh, stupid neighbour… My mum was praising me before we reached home saying that I can drive alone, but she took back her words, saying that I need to drive more often to get use to the steering.-.-

Today - Mum’s birthday!

Tuesday – Dreamweaver day.

Wednesday – Transformer Day!… and meeting Ms Yoges, sigh.

Thursday and Friday – Prepare agenda and Chapter 5.

Saturday – Boring Online Journalism lecture.

Sunday – Edit project paper.

Many of my friends have complaint that UTAR management is very rude and always black face. Well, so far, no such things happen to me until Tuesday. I went to PA block to collect my foundation certificate. I do not know where to collect it because PA changed a lot. There are a lot of corridors and many departments. The signage was quite poor or maybe I am poor in reading the signs. So I went to the finance department and she told me to go straight until the glass door, turn left, go straight, turn right, turn right… left, right, left, right. *faint* I was actually lost and confused when she was directing me half way but well, I tried to act smart so I said “OKAY, THANK YOU! *smile*” As I walked to the glass door, I turned to my left and that was it! I am lost! I went to the science laboratory instead and saw many young scientists. In the end, I called Sutanium as she collected hers since last year. She told me there is a water cooler. However, there are two water coolers! So I beg her to come over and guide me there since she is going to walk pass the building.

Sutanium lead me to the Examination and Award Department. The corridor was so quiet and scary. It looks like a clinic. So, this man came up to me and I told him that I want to collect my foundation certificate and gave him my foundation identity card. He gave me a big white envelope and when I sign everything, I opened it to check my name. Sutanium was curious as she did not receive an envelope. She then said, she collected the transcript and not the certificate. So I went back there, “Excuse me.” That man served me again, I told him, “Can I have the transcript?” You know what he said! He is so freaking arrogant! “Just now you said you want the foundation certificate?” I was so shocked with his answer and said, “I want both!” So, he gave me that shyt face like I don’t know how to speak English and he knows! I know that some TAR college and university lecturers and management said that most of the students don’t know how to speak English! But for me, I don’t know there is a cert and transcript! Why can’t they just file everything together and when we collect, just give us the big white envelope lah BODOH! Macam ni pun nak ajar kah?! Mangkuk! I will never forget his shyt face although I still say, “okay, sorry and thank you” *biting my teeth and smile*. I have better attitude unlike him, speak that little bit of English and his nose is getting higher…

Sometimes, I don’t understand why these people can’t put on a smiley face and be friendly. Maybe that was why they are suitable to do such job, hiding behind the screen or wall, facing the computer and showing their cool attitude only to the students. Yalah, sangat bergaya lah, ada attitude.

Thank God Dreamweaver tutorial enlightened me, it was interesting and now I realize that I like doing creativity works than language. Well, actually I already had that in mind but my parents didn’t realize it, sigh. I should be studying art and not stuck here studying something which don’t interest me. Whatever I regret now, it is too late, I only need to struggle for 4 months and that’s it – No direction on what I want to do! I wish I get to own a shop at a crowded shopping mall. I want to have my own business! *Just let me dream on…*

Before I end this post, I nearly puke together with my dog. My Mac Mac has vomited 5 times today. The last 3 times, he gave me the signal that he is going to vomit, so I quickly hold the bowl towards his mouth and when he vomited, oh my god… stinks! It is brownish, whitish and yellowish. I nearly vomited and I feel like vomiting right now too. *geli*